abandoned

Hey guys,  I haven’t abandoned you, well….. at least not permanently.  I promise.  I have just been going through some tough shit.  And honestly, I don’t know how to deal with it.  Normally I would talk about it, but I don’t even feel like I can do that until I sort it out, and I have just taken to going internal the past few years as it just gets too be too burdensome. Talking about it, even on my blog almost makes it too real.  I know that seems silly.  Especially since, in life, I’m not quiet about it at all, and I’m not going down without a fight.

On top of it all, I tend to throw myself, and every last ounce of energy at my kids when life gets like this because I just don’t want them to feel neglected when their lives are falling apart around them. As a result, I tend to minimize all screen time.

 

I’m not one for much screen time in the first place other than Netflix, but now emails and WordPress really go the way of the Do-do.  Sorry for all of you who started to find me interesting.  I will be back.  I even have several blogs in process.

 

Just bear with me as I work my shit out!!!